What a lovely surprise! Today I discovered this blog I set
up to document my journey through life.
That was almost 3 years ago. I do
have to say I am loving that the name of the blog was well chosen and my
first/only entry (up to this point) still resonates. Good job past me. This blog and entry were conjured at the
infancy stages of my awareness of how I am accountable for my actions, responsible
for my thoughts and that I am in charge of showing up authentically.
I am sure over the last 3 years I have experienced numerous
and profound awakenings regarding my authentic self. However I am also sure I don’t want to expend
the energy constructing a timeline of ah-ha moments to submit to the
masses. It would be quite time consuming
and it would involve an activity that I am trying to shift out of, dissecting and
dwelling in my past.
Currently I am seeking to apply the illusive
notion of LIVING IN THE MOMENT to my world.
I have researched the concept, observed others (children really are the
best at it) and contemplated how to be present and not conceiving of all my
moments ahead of me. You see, by nature
I am a past dweller and future planner.
These thought patterns leave very little room for enjoying the now.
I am committed to rewiring my brain to fully
see where I am and be ok with it right now.
I have short and long term goals that I am also committed to
accomplishing, however obsessing about the how and when only prevents me from
starting right now. Yes…ACTION NOW… is my
new mantra. So, what am I doing right
now? I am updating this surprising blog and genuinely enjoying the writing
process
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